Suicide

You are on wrong side

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I think of the blood my heart pumps

Feel its beat thrumming in my wrists.

Pain and loneliness flow in my veins

Venom clogging my thoughts

Love, no love I feel around me

Just a darkness that is closing in

“No!” I scream in this silence

Unheard, I lie broken

To what end do I live my days

For whom do I breathe?

This society, its norms, its rejections?

People who always leave

Or maybe in hopes of a future bleak?

Caged inside me, this pain is digging daggers

Deep into my hollow chest

Bleeding, scarring from within.

No one to talk to

No one to wipe my tears.

What do I do? What do I do?

Panic seizes my throat

Exiting my body in sighs

I search for a piece of cloth

Red scarf I’d purchased last holiday

Cheer and joy still cling to it.

Knot it perfectly…

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